i've graduated. just checked my results. after 16 years of student life, i've graduated. I know the school pulled me through for 4152 to let me graduated, its pretty obvious. know how i am tearing up now while blogging. i am thankful to all the people that have played a big role in my life till now. im really really thankful for all your presence that have pulled me through my whole life till now. im thankful for the A's i've gotten for FYP and Korean that pulled me up to 3rd class in the last hurdle. i've tripped hard in my previous sem and people just can't imagine how grateful i felt right now. people around me were puzzled why im being so sceptical on graduating when it seems like a fixed deal. before checking the results, i even prayed hard at my ancesstral altar to bless me through this and yes, i have expressed my gratitude to my ancesstors. I know i have people blessing me to be where i am right now. sorry for being ridiculously emotional but you don't know how hard im crying right now. i just wanna express all my pent-up emotions as i look forward to the next phase of my life which seems so bleak right now.
lastly, i just wanna say a big thank you and i love u to all those that constitutes me. im eternally grateful.
i'm home..
12:01 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
my friend asked me what shows or dramas i've watched till now and i said nothing much. she wondered how i pass my days since i'm not watching much and i gotta say days just flash past while i live life in slow motion. i wake up, sweat, feel restless after my medication, took a quick nap, sweat, eat, sleep, do some housework, on my laptop, quarrel with people. i basically just summed up my weekly activities. Was down with something last week and i realised that its time to see the doc (cuz trip's coming) after my week of ineffective self-medication. (trust me, it would be effective if i persevered on) my beloved docter went on a 3-week holiday and his stand-in was a very old doctor. He got the neatest handwriting in the world of doctors and he did things so-ever noiseless and peaceful and (if you would excuse me,) slow. ermm. and it made me ashamed of myself for imposing myself on him. one look at his medication and i know i would not be cured. anyway, i followed his prescription and true to my belief, i was not cured. since i got no more medicine to eat, i decided to not abstain anymore. drank the ice-cold ice-cream soda on sunday and ate fruits. ( i abstained from all these myself cuz i couldn't bring myself to trouble the doctor by posing these questions to him). went out with friends today, gorged down a wholesome korean meal. we got a HUGE seafood pancake and seafood casserole, not forgetting the sidedishes and a bowl of rice. went for the all-so-famous KOI again. and walked all the way to marina bay sands. i sweated my heart out today and upon reaching home, i think i am well again. and so pq sent me her korea shopping list and i realised that i have not prepared for my trip AND chups is finishing her exams in a day's time AND she will check on my progress AND kill me. Therfore, after this post, i am going to off my laptop, tuck myself into bed to get ready for a new day. i can always make use of the last day to try to salvage things and when grilled, i can give the inocent puppy eyes that says "i have done my best=)"
p.s. KOI ALWAYS reminds me of chicken. i promise, in a bad way.
i'm home..
1:47 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
my bro was trying to mimick this expression.
But we kinda misunderstood that he was trying to do this.
p.s. listening to Ayu's CD with nothing better to do
i'm home..
1:46 AM
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
After exams. waiting for the final verdict whether i can graduate or not by this sem. this is so sick. i mean, i was working hard and everything but i still feel that i am so doomed. hardworking doesn't mean a thing when there is no result. being hardworking only gives you the excuse to be less harsh on yourself if things really do fall apart. i learnt this lesson last sem. it was a painful lesson and unfortunately, irreversible. something i wished NEVER happened and will never happen again. you look at your friend and they give you the impression that the paper is not that hard. when you think you worked harder but do not feel that the paper is that easy, its just exasperating! i think theres something really wrong with me. to top things up, my bones and joints are failing me. look! im only 23! my joints, omg. its those kinda situation that if you do those wave motion with your body it will be accompanied by the cracking symphony. and today, my aunt decided to invest in my bones by buying me some glucosamine and calcium. and know what? they total up to a whooping 150 bucks. i can only thank my aunt when my bones improve. bones, BUCKLE UP! my fyp presentation is next monday. wish me LOTSA LOTSA luck!! p.s. a grumply 23 yr-old frog..
i'm home..
7:06 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
