today we had a material science lecture on equilibrium state. he told us the equilibrium state of diamond is graphite (charcoal). therefore it is not as what some jewellery firms suggests "diamond is forever" as it will turn into graphite after a long period of time so so so..he said we shouldn't pressure our boyfriend to buy diamond for us. please lah! if not you want me to ask my (future) boyfriend to buy me charcoal to symbolise eternity meh? lame..anyway, ignore what i mentioned above, i also don't know why i typed that out. i think i am evil. i always have the urge to say something hurting to others, especially to those who do things not to my liking or they simply piss me off. sometimes i really spill them out and try to salvage the situation before they realise i mean harm. am i evil or evil? and i don't argue outright sometimes. i will find ways to impact them emotionally or mentally. i actually have a plan in my mind. hai. whatever. i am not a good person to start off with anyway. this post is so lame. no mood to write anymore. going back home tomorrow. home sweet home. P.S. this post is merely to pass time
i'm home..
1:58 AM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
How time flies. my little sis is now a JC student! oh my~my memory stops at the time when i juz entered secondary school and she was still in primary taking school bus. the time when she cried in school when she don't know how to read the storybook. =) chups and woon just passed their 20th birthday. it will be my turn really soon. time really waits for no one sia. mandy is now waiting to be admitted to a university. seriously i am very very worried for mandy. i am so afraid she won't be able to get into ntu or nus. i have been looking forward to her admitting into ntu ever since i entered college. always picturing us living near each other in campus. and most importantly, i am able to look out for her easily and of course, she can accompany me=)kinship is always comforting in the world outside of home. please please please. let her get into ntu or nus. i will be very grateful if she can get into either 1 so that she won't give up on herself and feel left out. o kami-sama, onegaishimasu~~got this email from a friend of mine, it lists out all the familiar things in childhood if you are born in the 70s and 80s. was reading it yeasterday and i couldn't help to laugh out loud. its so heartwarming when you were going through that email and recollecting ur chilhood memories. childhood. how i miss those days. reading those books that everyone's reading. envious of classmates when they got those things which you considered cool and beg pup and mom to buy. i remember esther from my primary 2 class got this nice white jacket that can fold into a bag and carry around. man, i was so so envious and was seriously yearning for it, after that i forgot who bought for me, don't know if its mom or popo. Though its not as nice but the idea is still there=) haha, not forgetting the tamagotchi craze. fong mai mai bought me a really expensive one when the craze was still on and it was selling at 5bucks at 7-11 store when the fever subsided. diao. lol. my kindergarten days with mandy. our classes were really close to each other and i would always rush out of classroom when class ended and wait in anticipation for her to come out of class. then we would wait at the void deck , eating sweets, for mom to come pick us up. wai po would ocassionally drop by my class, looking through the windows at me when lesson was in progress. miss her so much. then wai gong will sometimes go to my primary school after my afternoon session lessons and watch me go up my school bus and sometimes he would stuff money to me. i can just go on and on about the wonderful childhood times. how i miss those days, growing up and maturing is so tough..... P.S. i thank those who played a part in making my childhood a blissful one. love ya all.
i'm home..
8:37 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
