My true colour:Brown!You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
i'm home..
10:48 PM
THE CHALET helped sen celebrated his 21st birthday on christmas day at east coast costa sands resort.60++ people were present and i also invited spatties cum 4BB.had quite a pleasant time but not the period of time just before the bbq.think he got some quite good looking friends but never would i expect the best to be his roommate.He arrived when everything was over.His gf is from mj also lah.1 year my senior,oh yah! she is woon's senior!ok..we decided to go midnight kbox but we were too late so the plan was not realised,so we went back and found out that the gate was locked.one of sen's friend started to climb the gate and guess what?he fell right from the top horizontally down!oh my god! all of ur had a great shock! apparently he had a very very deep cut at his feet that was bleeding non-stop and his hands are numb.so sen and his 2 friends bring this injured friend of his to the hospital.They stayed at the hospital from 4-7am.His friend fractured both his arms and he had to cut off a small portion of the injured skin.his parents were called to the hospital to take him back home.heard he his arms have to be casted for 4-6 weeks..sen and his 2 friends returned to the chalet at 7++ am.oh yah..during that period of time, only the girls were in the chalet.got me,tud,zo,pei,xiaoyi and ginnie(?).The next day dad n mum came early in the morning to bring us for lunch.excluding the 2 couples lah( still hugging in bed). we bbq on the 26th too 'cuz' there was too much leftover.i went home after the bbq 'cuz' next day WORK 2nd day of work today.never thought that i will see him today, at least not the 1st thing in the morning.saw him again when i went to the office to sign out for lunch.haha!when he delivered something to the department opposite mine, something struck me! I know why i took such a special liking to him! He resembles both yu hao and xiaoboi! haha! mixture!~*clapx~~oh yah!! juay kai saw me at work today! he was walking by and he saw me inside lah!shit! why must the phamacy be so open to public?!dots!! 2 times lor!! oh yah..xiang rong saw me on my 1st day of work!dot dot dot! went for luch alone today 'cuz' bei and miao different as shift as me.made a new friend today.Yesterday talked to woon. agreed to find work together after she come back.looking forward to it. working with friend seems so much fun!
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10:33 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
just passed my very first day of work.have mixed feelings.initially, i found myself to be a human blockage, I was posted to the phamaceutical department.imagine.Facing an array of different vitamins, supplement, tonics, slimming pills, you can just faint.The aunties there all look intimidating but they are willing to help you.They keep gossiping in malay and dialect.dots,i eavesdrop until very kang kor lor~met some very funny customers today.funny as in they pissed me off.Now i know what the chinese saying really mean: hidding daggers in your smile.i mean me.guess what?i lost my name tag during lunch time! I even went to retrace back my route despite the sharp pain in my feet lah! kao! wasted 5 bucks replacing it.i practically pour out everything in my wallet just to get 5 bucks out.believe me.After lunch time, i did some packaging job beside my mentor and seniors and finally..my senior allowed me to do some cashierring stuff.man!it was so cool and solemn due to the huge responsibility that accompanies it ignoring the nervous part.And this guy really caught my eyes.He is not a sales associate.I presume he is a strongman.First saw him at the lift but didn't get into the same lift as me.But he really caught my attention.Thought i won't see him again but i saw him again when he transport some goods to my department.taht was really a surprise.a nice one really.(laugh).that is not the end.Saw him again when i was about to leave office.He gives me the same feeling as xiaoboi,won't be surprised if he is abit shorter than me.but seriously i don't know when i can see him again..let me just keep my fingers crossed and hope that our schedule will clash somehow.after work i went to tanglin mall with danzel to play with the snow.we then proceed to PS to have dinner.mine was in cafe cartel.applied for the student's card since it is free anyway.reached home quite late.
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1:01 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
seems like eons since i last update.got so much things to share.firstly,let me talk about my first attempt at being a waitress.not those kind of professional stuff,it was pretty simple and manageable IF my shoes have cooperated with my feet in harmony!got 39 bucks as pay.Then i went for the JL interview and cashtill training on separate days. 2.5hrs and 4 hrs respectively.They paid us for these sessions wor..(happy happy)so stressed,need to remember so much details.hope i don't screw up at the wrong time.tud also went to work as waitress.so glad she made it,iwas so so worried that she might not be able to cope.thank goodness! Got woon to help me buy alot of vcds from hk 'cuz' its very cheap there you see.haha,woon! xing ku ni le! didn't know there is a class outing to watch king kong until woon told me, it did not bother me much 'cuz' i think i sort of expected these kind of things to happen.I seriously lost all contact with the class liao.whatever~lol..guess i still have to see them on the day the results are released right?hai~Tomorrow is my first official day of work, kind of nervous and excited at the same time, don;t know what awaits me.something just struck me a second ago:I need to put on make up!dots..I so long didn't touch make up liao, don't know what will happen tomorrow.Guess i have to wake up early just in case things don't turn out well at the last minute huh?haha..I guess the only thing that will keep me motivated tomorrow at work are lunch time and after work 'cuz' i get to go out with danzel! (P.S. danzel is my little cousin)lol..better get to bed now..scared i can't get up in time tomorrow~~~this is my current expression--> (>_____<)
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1:25 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
the date looks great isn't it? 12-12.haven't been updating diligently for the past few days.lazy.so here i am, trying to repent.what can i say about my life recently but to say that it completely resolves around my family.it is family, family and family.not to say that i am grumpy or anything like that but something seems to be seriously lacking.yes.don't or very seldom feel its existence nowadays.sometimes i wonder if it is there and if the problem lies with me.no idea.recently got to know a new net friend from england.maybe not a friend but just a new aquaintance?not really on the same frequency with him except for anime.surprise surprise. An english who loves anime.and guess what?his japanese is better than mine, an asian.i really take my hat off to him.However if we overlook all these,i usually get stunned by him in our conversations.Blame it on the difference in the society we live in respectively.Caucassians are really frank and more liberal.serious.went to watch Barney performance with my little cousin yesterday at Downtown East and believe it or not, I was quite entertained by the perfomance and i gained new knowledge about barney!haa.like he got 2 friends called little bob and BJ respectively.imagine you being swamped by little kids in the audience.today early in the morning, an job offer drop upon me and i rejected it.it came at the wrong time.the feeling of rejecting a job offer was great.or should i say shuang?haha.today went to East Coast Park to reccee for sen's birthday bbq.went to check out the bbq pits and the chalet.went to parkway to book after that.we initially decided to hold it on 25 but apparently someone acted faster than us ,so we had to settle on 26.now i spend most of my time planning for the bbq.hope everything will turn out fine and the weather will not play a trick on us.the bbq has now become my only motive in life besides my job.pathetic isn't it?
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10:47 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
MJC Prom 2005 commenced yesterday at Fullerton ballroom.The dinner and everything was nothing special actually.Just that there were loads of phototaking and everyone look so glam.Haa.I think i can just hide in the shadows and no one will notice me.anyway, I managed to take a photo with YS at the most comfortable atmosphere.Even Woon was shocked by my actions.Glad i did that 'cuz' he was quite prominent in my high school life.Will put a nice end to it too.*smilez*Was very pissed by YQ! She thought she is cute.yeah..she thought!kao!shan't go into details on how she pissed me off,will spoilk my mood.We went clubbing and pubbing as a class after prom ended.We walked for miles before finding an appropriate pub at club street.It was sleazy and all that.Everyone stared at us when we entered.There are poles and all that.Saw plenty of filipinos.One of them even came to ka jiao neo and Ben by touching them and dancing close to their body.She even touched Glenn's butt!Haa!Neo treated us to to a jar of gin tonic and burben coke each.prefer burben coke.After that pub closed,we made our way all the way back to fullerton there and settle at a club(Queenz).The girls decided to sit outside 'cuz' we don't feel like going in,heard inside got alot of MJ people.Heard many people were drunk.I settled for a bottle of bacardi breezer (lime) and i really like it 'cuz' it has no strong alcoholic taste.just like a lime soda.haa.Justin was so scary lah.He became weird after consuming alcohol.So weird it scares.CS was so funny after he was drunk.walked in circles. shouted and laughed uncontrollably.oh yah! did i mention my sole HURTS?For a moment i thought my sole was going to be numb after intense pain. Me and woon set off home in a taxi at about 430am,reached home at about 5. called sen's hp to ask him to open the door for me.mom woke up too and gave me a cold stare. I went to do all the necessary things. I read the newspaper for some time to wait for my hair to dry before going to bed.woke at at 1 something today.Bei informed me of a job opportunity at John Little.what a loyal friend! hee! Going for interview with her tomorrow.I think i need all the lucK~~
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10:04 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
hate it hate it hate it. Why does HE have to doubt me?and why does SHE have so little confidence in me? Do they know how pathetic I am right now? I go out to look for jobs with an empty wallet for quite some time now. Pei and Tud are so much richer than me and they always laugh at me for always borrowing money and not returning. Please lah. Who loves to borrow money? I would also like to return you the money but i really DON'T HAVE THE MEANS TO DO SO! And now, I am notorious as one who borrows and not return. Great. I am now the joke of everyone. Tell me how can they possibly be poorer than me lah! They still go to school in the holidays and they still get their pocket money.Me? I don't go to school. To put in simply,I have no income! And did i try to overturn this situation.Yes i did! I keep a lookout for jobs in the newspaper and went for quite alot of interviews. What can i do if people don't want to employ me? I tried didn't I?Went for interview today to be a packer.$4 an hour but i still went anyway. She told me I too demure, not suitable to be a packer. She say this is a men or auntie's job. Told me she would keep a lookout for us if there are other temporary jobs. oh yah. She also ask us why we did not look for other jobs such as those sales job in shopping centres.ok, firstly, normally these kind of jobs want people with experience. Secondly, i am not eloquent.I am not one who carries a smile with me all the time and every where i go. aka i am not one who can survive well in that profession. They refuse to give me pocket money. I think Popo is the ONLY ONE in the family who understand my plight right now. Yes, I should be glad. At least there is someone in the world who understands my situation right now..
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9:00 PM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
