just gotten back my A level results today. got the same results as woon and zhip. me and zhip are contented with our results as we expected something much worse.woon thinks that this result is not good as she expected something much more.looks like me and zhip are the happy ones here.saw xiaoboi for the last time today.my eyes didn't left him from the moment i spotted him in the hall to the moment he exited the hall.think he didn't see me.whatever lah since i am always the one ogling at him.haa.what a nice end to my JC life.everything seems to end.short and nothing memorable except for the friends i made there.feel like crying whenever i am reminded of my GP results.is this what i get in turn for pinning so much hope in it?i was so so confident of aceing it compared to my other subjects.it is proven that i am not that big of a deal that i thought i am.what a joke.don't dare to go around asking other people's results 'cuz' there is a very high possiblity that that person did better than me.it is so hard to pacify my huge ego in this A level results thingy but i did,for the moment.if anyone around me start to brag about their pathetic results or snicker at my results, i think i will sink to the bottom emotionally-wise.so please please please,don't let me pity myself or look down on myself.i hate it when i start to compromise my standards to fit reality.it irriates me like hell!argh! now i just hope i can get into the course of my choice meanwhile i figure out which is the best course for me to apply.got work tomorrow.kinda looking forward to it but i thin for the wrong reasons.i know what i should do and what i should not do.yes i know...
i'm home..
12:03 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
