How?! I got myself a job selling chocolates at CK tang but i am hesitating. Should i commit myself to this job? What if i can't secure my off day on sunday? What if i am not given time off to take my final theory test? arGh! i hate commitments like this. You have to answer to so many people. Feel kinda trapped. But...aRrgHh!!! recently i have this urge to splurge..but what's so pathetic is that i have no means to satisfy this urge.and also! it is wrong to spend just because you have the urge isn't it? You should spend when you need to spend. Did i mention that i haven't receive any letter from ntu? yeah..1 more week to go. Also! i have finished reading all the books i borrowed from the library and i must really say that the book featuring jay and "lang de you huo" was nice desu ne! haha! hope i can get my hands on the next edition of the latter book. Going to return them tomorrow before i get fined. Going shopping at parkway tomorrow morning. Have to start digging for money, ja ne!
i'm home..
2:02 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
here i am..once again..( adopted from kelly clarkson's behind these hazel eyes) sian ar!! have been jobless for a week now. Cheers to my 1 week jobless anniversary.sian. now i spend my days at hm reading newspaper ar..trying to brush up on my make-up skills, doing odd-jobs for my family (eg posting a letter), sleeping, listening to radio, watching vcd..how slack can life get? Told jasm and my agent to help me look out for jobs but yeah..i am still at home blogging. Some people already got their letter from ntu already,hai..but not me. Have been keeping a lookout for the postman when he is making his rounds recently. I think not possible to get into business liao 'cuz' even jasm was called to go for interview.but for me, not even a fart was heard. Had been diligently reading newspaper for the past 2 days in fear of being called for interview. call this "paranoid". Did i mention that i finally got my "nobuta wo produce" dvd! found it at the most bizarre place : GIANT! dots! super dots! woon went hk cannot find, kex went taiwan cannot find and i found it at giant! super nice show. hilarious and yamapi was simply cute with a capital C!! Love his acting! Currently watching kurosagi, his latest drama. not bad i must say. but anyway! i can't believe how good a girl i was yesterday! oh man! i actually sat down and gave tuition to tud and yeepei without flaring till 3am! can you believe it?!?! oh man oh man! i must had not been in the right state of mind!! Maybe i am trying to accumulate merit in my subconscious mind so that i can get into Uni successfully. yah..that must be it. Thats the only hypothesis i can come up with.oOoo..creepy~~today's wash-mattress day..busy busy busy (yeah..who am i lying to?)..gotta run! tata!
i'm home..
3:35 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Today an old lady called me "auntie"! oh my god!! Do i really look that old?!?! kaox! Please be honest with me.Do i seriously need some help with my dressing? or is it my hair? piece of shit! i think i am so going to cut my hair tomorrow. or should i dye it too? will it help? oh my god!! i am not even twenty!! arGhhhhh!! Today albert helped me find out if CPF HQ needed any temp staff but no. He's quite a nice guy sia, big shot but still always come down to chat with us. lol. Doubt will ever see him or BH again but yeah, it was a good experience. Today's my last day of work with BH. uploaded a new video. enjoy! Sayaendou by NEWS. Theme song for movie "one piece"!
i'm home..
11:16 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
today someone from channelnewsasia conducted a phone interview with me on my ay to work. Nothing much. Today worked with sham and BH..They didn't talk initially but they did talk after some warming up. Actually sham messaged me in the morning and told me to bring the vcds we watched previously 'cuz' we didn't get to finish them that time. He told me to get there half an hour earlier so that we can start watching earlier. yah..but i seriously can't make it. Thay did talked! Oh my! it may not be due to me but yah..i am quite happy. At least today passed by quite successfully. Though i seriously doubt if they talk at the bus-stop after we parted. Today one guy said he will protect me. But i seriously just laugh it off.lol. Such a nice phrase coming out of him,seriously lah..what a spoiler. I seriously think his ego is qute damaged by me liao, always deny him in areas where he gained recognition.haha..interesting~oh yah..i extended my contract to 18 le..sian..all my colleagues cannot do on that day.please let be have a peaceful last day!
i'm home..
11:41 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
had to work alone today 'cuz' sham got something on at the last minute and joanne can't find a replacement in time. was rather paranoid when customers approached 'cuz' there is no one beside me to help me in times of need. thank goodness woon came and pay me a vist at two something to pass me my timesheets and she stayed there all the way until 7. thanks gal! would have died down there if you did not come and keep me company. so funny, we were thinking back on our JC days and all the fond memories. rather miss those days with all my friends beside me.sad but we still have to move on. keep listening to vitamin c's graduation. Don't really like it in the past but don't know why i like it now. Albert called today. He arranged for me and bee hwee and another girl from another CC to accept interview from the media. woohoo. I agreed to it 'cuz' i thought it might be fun. And most importantly, i think it is a prestige to be chosen to represent all the temps of this whole pp thingy. yeah..hope i did not make the wrong decision. Now i just have to wait for arrangements to be made. Zhip that betrayer.that traitor. He called me during work today and told me to be mentally prepared. I thought i had to go to his camp to do some stuff 'cuz' i gave him my i/c the other time round for his NS stuff and guess what? it turned out that these two colleagues of him love my name and want to know me. Then he asked me to consider them and say until i so damn desperate. he wanted to pass the phone to them and i stopped him, told him i was working and ended the whole absurd phone call. he called again and did not talk.i was like "hello? hello?" Then he told me his colleagues heard my voice liao. It was like he would ask a question then he quickly pass the phone to them. what a friend. felt so betrayed. i am happy knowing that people know how to appreciate my name. i seriously love it too. but but but. just stop there lah for goodness sake. why go through all the trouble only to find out that things are not that perfect afterall?
i'm home..
11:19 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
after my long absence from my blog, i am finally back after the revival or should i say the replacement of my computer?and also, my hectic working life (i mean the journey to and fro). I am finally done with my university applications. all the essays, views-gather blah blah blah.wonder if i made the right choices.still working for cpf now.everything's the same except for the leaving of joy and louis. Now i am caught in this little office politics, caught like a sandwich in between. please bestow me with strength. I also pass my basic theory test this time round.what a blast! hope i can be this successful for my advanced theory test in late may. Yearn to go overseas so so much yet dad refuses to budge.ok, i know he is worried for my safety but i think it will be an experience of the lifetime to go explore certain part of the world with my close friends, in my teens before we get plagued by responsibilities and livelihood as we get older.i mean, enjoy the moment right? hai..there is one thing about my dad that i hate and idolise at the same time. He is one with principles and he stick to his decisions and principles no matter what. This is precisely why i failed to break his barriers. And i think i am getting more and more atrocious with my spendings. oh my god. should i apply for a debit card? can i handle the convenience it brings?dad business is pretty good but i think he is encountering some problems with meeting the deadlines. pity i can't be of much help (not like sen). Mom even got into a quarrel with li mai mai over this. hai..hope there is no bad blood after this incident. Sen did offered to help though but was rejected 'cuz' his exams are approaching. Hope dad earn big bucks and bring the whole family to taiwan this year end after tud and pei completed their major exams. most importantly, everyone must be healthy! oh shit..got work tomorrow, borrowed some books from the library with woon today but still..tasukete!!
i'm home..
12:17 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
