sick sick sick. sprinting nose, headache, negligible fever. o kami sama, let me get well soon yeah? going to jay's con with laoda! yay! its something like an unsaid consensus we have with each other: attend jay's con together!! kekeke. all thanks to pappy for lending us his kureditto kado! heehee. finished watching lovely+complex in a day and a half, whaha! not bad not bad, worth watching (3.5 stars). love the songs! all sang by JE guys that i know.=) Chups asked for suggestions on her 21st birthday. Hmm..I guess my 21st birthday will be pretty much the same as my other birthdays. First and foremost, i don't have much friends that i am close with. I guess that reason is rather sufficient already right? If i have a chalet like chups, i will invite 3BVs+UV, laoda, period. get what i mean? lol. just finished downloading zhip's birthday pics, as usual, i look horrible! arGh!! why can't i be photogenic like all my friends? hai¬unfair! *sulk* Sometimes i wonder. I don't have the complexion, the figure, outgoing personality, good temper and i often don't know how to carry myself in public but i am a proud girl. yes. i am very proud. does it make sense? Sad to say but most of the time i look at 4BVs group pics, i find myself so out from the other 3BVs. Hmm. How to put it. it's like they look so good, know how to portray the best side of them, so eligible bachelorette-kind while i just look so un-appetising beside them. It's not like i don't really try or something like that. but still, i am a proud girl. i think it must be pappy's fault: my upbringing. His policy: we don't let people change us. We change people. i don't know to cry or to laugh. Sometimes i think going out with laoda is less stressful lah, cuz we're like the casual and comfortable kind. lol. This is not an important point, so don't think too much into it yeah? you derive different types of pleasure going out with different people. Did i mention i totally screw up my presentation? How disappointing can one get? yah, i think only i can do that. Given all the effort i have put in, i pretty much realise that my group mates who did not put in much effort as me will get higher marks than me just because of the presentation. this is just so me. I think too highly of myself, that's why i always fall down harder then anyone else. Pei got promoted, omedetou. next up is D, may all the luck be with her! I feel bad not being of much help to her. maybe i should get some work done or should i sleep me illnesses away? Today's d/l : News--weeeek/ Morning Musume--Do it! Now P.S oh yay¬Because there is you!
i'm home..
9:13 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
