went to mug with kex at bedok that mac for the past 1 week.there quite conducive lah, just that we always need to spend money there lah. our school like quite give up on my batch already, think they think that we are hopeless le..don't know what to say too..we have been checking our results the past few days.realised that I am the bottom few in the class.lost to alot of people whom i don't forsee myself losing to. I am shocked by my failure.immerse failure.serious think i am a disgrace sia.I excel in things which are not THAT important. I always think highly of myself. always believe that there is nothing i cannot achieve if i set my mind on it.i have a confession to make.i really did slack during the pre-prelims period.slack big time.this is the thing i keep telling myself.so i still believe i will thrash those people during As.yes i will.my eyes got infected AGAin!yes,again.why do i always contract this kind of things that people usually won't experience?hate it sia.i can safely say that the time and effort i put in is at least twice that of othere,but why is it that my skin's condition is so much worse?i seriously think i look terrible though i usually would convince myself that i look ok.but somhow,this kind of self-denial has failed to work on me these days when i look into the mirror.especially the school mirrors.i hate it when people around me start to complain just because of that 1 or 2 pimples.Come on lah! be thankful they are just pimples that will go off by itself lah!ka0x.there are definitely more important things to worry about than ur pimple right?argh! shall stop here before all my resentment overpower me.
i'm home..
9:50 AM
Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
