just saw woon's blog entry.aren't I feeling the same?got 2 Fs.what a joke.getting 2 Fs just before As.haa.I know physics is a killer.but if people can pass,why can't I?chem too..people all get higher than me.I really seek no comfort in comparing my results with people whose scores are lower than mine.simply no kick at all.got back GP paper 2 today.got an A2 overall.yes.i am delighted.got the highest in class.but can i gain entry to U just by aceing GP?NO!!got a C for maths while people all get As and Bs.if i can't even win my schoolmates,how do i go and compete with people from other schools.Got an F for physics after such a long while.hate this feeling.F for chem.yeah,I improved.but so what?the speed at which i am improving is frustrating.hate this feeling of being defeated.hate it.simply hate it.watched vcds just now and got scolded by mom.she told me that i am hopeless,watching vcds at this kind of time.yah,maybe i really am hopeless.hopeless in studies.hopeless in everything.great.now the impression they have of me has changed.from a diligent person to a complete slacker.great.this whole idea of being a failure is seriously driving me up the wall.when will i find my confidence again?when will i reagain my strength?its been so long since..
i'm home..
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Me
Nickname: Yux
Birthday: 28 August 1987
Horoscope: Virgo
Living In: Marican
LIKES
Songs: (Currently) Wild World by Mr Big, Rondo by On/Off, Manazashi by Honey L Days, Ikuze!Kaitou Shoujo by Momoiro Clover, Moon by Ayumi
Singers: Britney, T.M Revolution, Love Solfege, Turtles, News, Jay, NQMM, Jacky Cheung, F.T Island, Epik High, BEG
Cartoon Character: Bobdog
Novels: Guiyeoni's works, Twilight
Idols: F4, Kang Dong Won, Yamapi, Jacky Cheung
DISLIKES
Being Ignored
Not Recognised
Wronged
Alone in Public
Working Life
Being Lied to
Being Useless
